I wish we could have talked tonight.

Who cares.

MY ASS IS EXPLODING RIGHT NOW.

Tetris.

ifregginluvit.

Hookers and Cocaine.

I need help.

BWW

I don't know if Pearl's phone is broken or if she just doesn't text me back/at all. Actually, I take that back. I'm pretty sure she texted Matt or something and I saw that on her secret tumblr. IDON'TFUCKINKNOW.
It doesn't matter. I know she still likes me.
I just want to be in her company again.. I really really miss her. Really really. A lot. A lot a lot. Meh..

So..

Guess who wants to cry again?

I'm assuming no one has rediscovered this yet. If any of ya'll have just let me know. Please. I mean, it doesn't matter. I'd just like to know. Kind of.

I'm going to text Meagan, and Pearl, and Sam, and Hunter and I'm going to be a consistently good friend.
I've tried this before. It's hard for me. I'm sorry, guys. I have good intentions I swear. €
I'm lazy about myself too.
I think that I use to think to much. I'd think myself into an anxiety attack because of my death obsession and shit. I thought not thinking about it would help. And it has. But I think I'm not thinking enough now. I'm losing touch with people and myself.
Maybe.
Or maybe this is just how normal people are.
YEAH NORMAL DOESN'T EXIST WHATEVERRRR. You know what I mean.




Fuck it.

:)

Haleigh and I texted the other day because there is a middle school beach reunion bullshit going on today and I asked if she was going. The conversation ended with a smiley face from her.
UGH.

I have therapy today. Too much to talk about.

I have mega sunburn. I have mega period. BOO.

I think I'm going to hang out at the library all day.

I feel like crying.