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So..

Patty is gone. Leaving tommorow at seven. I was going to go to her house in the morning and suprise her with lasagna. But.. I need to let go. It hasn't hit her yet. She never knows what to do when i'm upset. Which is fine. I'm just kind of mad that this whole summer I barely saw her and now when it really matters she told her mom too late that I was able to help her move. And she told her too late that she was spending the day with me today. So we only hung out for about two hours. I'm not mad. Just deeply dissapointed and a little.. bitter about the summer.

Today was. fine. Caleb says he's going to make it up to me. Not like he did anything wrong. Just bad timing.

Haleigh texted me and posted on my wall happy birthday. It was weird. I don't know how to handle it. I texted back. It was just really suprising and i'm not sure if I want to pursue it.
I kind of don't. A lot.


Jim was talking about the other employees. He said that he hadn't figured out Sonya yet. I asked if he figured me out. He said:
"You're too young. You don't know yourself completely yet. People can't figure you out when you haven't figured yourself out. It's not a bad thing. It's just right for the age you are."