Michaela

I was driving home from a really long work day and I wanted to give Pearl and Michaela their presents that I had in my mom's car. Then I was like.. well i'm not going to have much time to be there anyway and i'm going to see them soon so why go.. I turned around. I completely started going back home. Then something in me was like just go who cares.. So once again, I U-turned and went back.
I hate wasting time while making decisions.
Their mom said "I'm actually glad you're here this time Savannah. Go cheer up your friend."
I love Michaela. I really do. We have a similar struggle. Different but similar. I think together we can lean on eachother and make it through. I know that feeling of no one understanding what it's like. And i'm not saying I know how you feel. I don't. But we have things in common. Which is both terrible and comforting.
Driving home I felt the same. "I feel like a fresh start. I need to hold onto this day and remember it when I feel like dying and wallowing in my own grief. I think I will."

You make me happy. You make me want to stay.