Hi Caleb! I'm pretty sure you read this.

Reason #983475-68273409527834-574801375034985 to hate Tallwood students:

1. I use to respect this girl named Beth. She was really intelligent kind of.. closed off and conservative and just a typical 'nerd'. But. She had 'popular cool' girls for friends. But despite that. I still liked her. She never helped people cheat but she would help them understand it if they asked. Which was annoying but admirable.
2. Her friends basically did that makeover that happens on tv when they take off her glasses and she's automatically hot now.
3. I thought she was really smart right? I was always in the honor classes with her and spanish 1,000,000 but all of the sudden.. she went from algebra 2/trig to algebra 2. Then Problems and statistics. I'm not saying anything is wrong with doing that but she was good at math and she could have just pushed herself.
4. Now her schedule is full of the easiest fucking classes ever. It's just dissapointing. Because I know she can do them. But she's probably just doing it so she can mantain her dumbass 4.0 GPA. No one cares man.. Sure I try hard to get good grades but I actually have to fucking try! I challenge myself. Sure, I'm dropping AP Biology BECAUSE I SUCKKK. I have plenty of good reasons:
I. Reasons to drop AP Bio
a. I got a one on the AP Chem exam
b. I barely passed said class.
c. I didn't do the summer assignment because I thought I was going to drop it.
d. I don't need another science to graduate.
e. I'm not going to be any type of major in college that has to do with science hopefully i'll even go to a conservatory where i take all music classes and 20% humanities courses.
5. Beth sent me a message over myspace (SHE NEVER TALKS TO ME EVER. I MEAN EVER.) {we use to talk about stuff over AIM or whatever all friendly and what not but she ended it} [now she only talks to me if she needs to know something about school like HW or project due dates] and she asked me if I had spanish 5 or honors english with her..

The only time you've ever talked to me was to figure out what classes you had with me. This whole summer. Actually, the past like two years. I use to wave to her in the hallways. Then all of the sudden she stopped.
Okay Beth. Even if we DID have those classes together. Would you fucking talk to me?
Why do I even crave for your acceptance? Why do I want anyone at Tallwood to talk to me? I hate them. I'm just looking for that one person who will be my best friend through all the shit. Usually in those high school movies the loser outcast kid has at least one friend that they like plot to shoot up the school with together haha kiddddding.

I hate high school. I hate that i'm going back there. I hate the guidance department. I hate security. I hate all of the fucking teachers. The people there. The unsaid social rules everyone must follow so they don't look bad. UGH. I fucking hate it.
"They were only the people I sat with by social necessity in the cavernous cafeteria of my public school"
My mom said GSA was the best thing that happened to me randomly last night. She's right. How do other people do it?