People don't want to be with me. My own dad doesn't want to be with me.
F.U.C.K. H.I.M.
I hate him so much. I hate how I forget about this feeling of total disappointment and total.. just fucking betrayal and pain and loneliness. Why does he do this to me! Why do I forget shit so easily and just act civil to him. He doesn't deserve that.
Caleb doesn't want to be with me either.
All these people I care about so fucking much. The kind of love that will not go away no matter how much I hate it. The kind that is there even though it hurts and is just so unconditional.
I thought they were my only allies in this mess.
Who's next? Just leave now. Please.