I hate crying and twitching at governor's school.
I hate crying in the bathroom and random people asking if i'm okay or if they can come in.
Twitching is the worst. it's so embarrasing. in front of everyone in da camera. then jeff was dissapointed. that just made me lose it. made me realize nothing will ever be fair.
hunter and elly distracted me.
that's always good. enough to hold on to till pearl comes home.
i can't believe i made it.
it feels like not too long ago michaela said just four more days and that seemed like forever.
i can't wait till they're back.
i can't wait to be free from home and school and everything caleb related to just be with them.
something to look forward to. something to hope for.
but then i think.. after this weekend? what is there to look forward to?
i just want to sleep all day. i really do. just lay in bed..
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