sleepover.

i slept over patty's house yesterday. before that i did a lot of singing in my underwear and giant keller williams shirt and played cello in the same attire. i also sang and jump around in my bathroom with my voicemail and ipod playing. oh, hunter :)

OKAY. SO. HERE'S DA STORY.

i mean. it was fun and all. but. it's definitely different. i feel like the only reason she wanted to hang was because she's nervous about our friendship like. dying. which is good! i guess. but it shouldn't have gotten to this point. eh, takes two to tango. so i guess. not completely blameless on my part. BUT I FUCKIN' DIGRESS.

it was weird all the memories in that house. during the summer. i wanted to die. my mom and i were talking and all of the sudden i felt it. i started crying and she freaked out. WHAT'D I DO?! WHY ARE YOU CRYING WHY ARE YOU CRYING WHY ARE YOU CRYING. so i left. i got in max. i drove off. every turn i was considering ramming myself into the nearest car, or ditch, or pole. but i made it to patty's. thank god it's like.. a second away. patty wasn't there. i was crying my eyes out and her mom answered the door. it was so awkward. i just sat on the couch and cried with my head in my lap. and her mom rubbed my back and said it'll be okay.

everyone knows me there. they know my cat. they know my parents. they know everything. it's just nice. another family.

when everyone was awake this morning patty was still asleep. i tried waking her up. but she wouldn't have it. it was kind of a bummer. i left her house and she was still asleep.

today will be good.