reading pearl's tumblr makes me.. misty. i worry about her so much. especially the day she called me. waiting in line to get on a ferry to go to ellis island constantly checking my phone and crazy security people telling me to get off. she only calls when it's bad. same with me. i just. hate how she keeps getting new dates. until this time. until i'm 18. until summer. ;laskjdf
so. new york. it was sadly. average. maybe i'm just sick of everyone and high school and shit. and my friendships are slightly unraveling at gsa. at least with the seniors. i don't know. i don't care really. i hate to be like one of those "ionlycareaboutmygirlfriend" people. but. it's turning into that. chanel was being fucking obnoxious. chris cardelia was too. but. he is sweet and has good intentions. chanel doesn't. jason agola is awesome and cute and funny. his sister.. well. jeremy is great! my girls in my room were really nice to me. samantha is soo.. self loathing. it's sad to watch her beat herself up. gabby is crazy for her boyfriend which is cute. since i'm going through similar things. and katie is katie haha. she's great. i got some cool stuff. saw cool concerts. got in a arguement. elly let loose on caleb. i got to sleep with elly one night. that's all i can think about.
i really like elly. i could live with her. also. i can't wait until stupid school is over with. i'm really really sick of it. i have some regrets towards college. i'd like to know where i'm going. haha. someone let me know soon haha. alaska's birthday is soon.
i'm tired.
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