i think the same thing sometimes, hunter.

1. REMEMBER.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
you da you da best

i appreciate you so much. the fact that you would come to my house at 12 in the morning after a concert just to make sure i was ok, means everything. you barely had a plan, but you came and slept with me anyway. and thennnnnn you have to walk a THREE HOUR walk just to get back to your house in time to sleep before a THREE hour performance later in the afternoon....i mean, come on. who does that? who is crazy enough to even consider that? well, youre not crazy, but one of the most caring people i know. and the fact that you did this for me, makes me feel...well, cared about. im sorry for even making you worry. i cant make up any excuses for what i did, but im sorry that i even put you in that position. you dont deserve that, and i never want to scare you like i did last night again. never again. i cant promise that i wont fuck up in the future, just know that i do promise to never fuck up with my intention to hurt you. i love you babe. and thank you for being there.
Posted by whathappened at 6:59 AM

2. THE REST:
it's weird to think that. i slipped out of elly's window, peed in a park, tried sleeping in a playground thing, walked home from lynnhaven, and played an opera all in one day. and it's onlike 6:30 THE NIGHT IS YOUNG. haha ima pass out tonight girl mmm. shoo.
today was an okay day. this morning wasn't pleasant but IT WAS FOR LOVE. hahah. so eetzcoo. i'm just sooo tired. and kind of don't feel good. drinking ginger ale to settle my stomach!

2a. when i was five, one night i started violently vomiting everything everywhere. (the first time i threw up and the last time until i was 16) i'd eat a popsicle. BOOM. chinese food. BOOM. anything. BOOM. so i went to the hospital. and they wanted me to drink some ginger ale and i was like WTFNOOO!!! and my mom was like. "give me a minute" and the doctors left. and she said. "savannah, this is special soda. this will go inside and fix your tummy and make you feel all better. there's medicine in here! it's SPECIAL. SODA." (she did this many times afterwards. i didn't like turkey i liked ham. she called it white ham and i started eating it. now i hate ham.) so i was like well, damn. special soda? SHOOT IT IN MY VEINS. so i ended up just drinking it and yeah. ever since then my mom calls it special soda and i say MOOOOOOOOOOOMMMmm..

2. i like elly. and pearl and hunter. it's weird how i always resort to saying that when i have nothing to say for a second. it makes sense. it should be said every now and then. i don't know. i can't wait to go to new york. and do the cross. and. and. SUMMER. i want to see pearl more. i don't want to be like restricted by a week. a busy week. mehh.. or shitty week. 3 MONTHS. SUMMER MEHH.. i'd also love to figure out what college i want to go to. that'd be nice. get my berklee letter. rejection or acceptance. i just want somethin'.

3. GINGAHS KICKIN' IN. I GOTTA POOP.