okay, i like my hair now.

I'M EXCITED TO WEAR SHORTS. MAYBE.

hunter said something nice. i really. hm. how do i say this. i really respect his opinion. but that's not enough. it's like jesus saying you're pretty. haha.
that's a little too much now.
somewhere in between jesus and nothing. hahahah. i sound stupid.
I JUST THINK HE'S AWESOME OKAY?!

it's just. i feel like i'm the worst person at communicating and dealing with people. and for someone to say that i've taught them. maybe with my errors? haahh.
i'm just always saying. i hate myself. i hate this. no one likes me. everything sucks. no one would care if i would just disappear. and for someone to say i've influenced them.
i mean that's all i'm trying to do.
that's what being a musician is. influencing. touching. making them understand you're interpretation.

i must be doing something right i guess..



i'm playing this for the senior recital :)