woke up. early. again. not as worth it haha. c'mon. sunrise elly? or school? yeah, no fanks.
my mom was being crabby driving me to gabby's house. it made me really anxious. i felt like she was mad at me. i was kind of freaking out. but. i got to gabby's and as we were leaving her mom kissed her on the head and kissed me on the head haha. it was nice. motherly lovin'. drive was fine.
theory was interesting. the teacher was workin' these:
yeah. and this girl was annoying and answered EVERY QUESTION and made a smart ass comment for everything trying to be cutesy. which i do sometimes. not for cutesyness. but. i don't know.I DO IT TOO BUT IT'S OKAY. IT'S ONLY ANNOYING TO GARY WEAVER. hahhaah. and probably pearl my freshman year. but. i can't take her. steph was tired and quiet. but it was fine. i was tired too. her lesson was fine. pearl's was good. dana looks like megyn price from rules of engagement kind of. she's nice to me. and likes me. it always feels good to be liked. i saw so many people i knew in the hallway. kelly was kind of bitchy. typical.. melanie was nice! i never really talked to her but she congratulated me on berklee. which was nice. i liked cello class! i like all the cellists. even eleanor was okay. haha. i mean. it was an hour. but yeah. matt is really cool. i really like him. i kind of thought about adding him on facebook. if he has one. everyone has one haha. but i think he would think that was creepy or something haha. so no. can't be creepy. must have everyone at vcu like me. hahah. gabby wanted to peace out. i wanted to stay but i mean she drove me so. what am i gonna do? lunch with pearl was good as always. i love just spending time with her. since it's so rare. well. not since it's so rare. but i love it more than usual since it's so rare? does that makes sense? sunburn sucks. i wanted to stay for the cello masterclasst hing. mehh.. ride home was okay. i was tired. i felt lightheaded all day. even more so when i got home. was going to hang iwth darrin but i felt like poop. so. no. possibly elly but. no. nononono. tomorrow will be good. i mean. every day will hah. today was just tiring. since monday too. ;ajslf.
thoughts on vcu? i love the people. it's comfortable. that's the best way to sum it up. it's a lot like GSA now. i thought of that way of explaining it on the car ride home. i know a lot of people. i am confident in my abilities. i'd just be taking lessons. similar orchestra and rep. just. away from home. kind of.
berklee is like GSA my freshman year. scary. new. intimidating. completely full of strangers. now teachers describe me as having the gsa spirit and embodying gsa or whatever. i want to like take over berklee haha. i need a new, bigger school to conquer. hahah. i don't want to feel like a senior girl. i want to feel like a scared freshman.
gabby wants comfort. which isn't bad. she knew even more people then i knew there. and she loved it. i want to network and make more connections.
i think the vcu campus is nice. the city is way cool. pearl is jesus. dana is like. i don't know. mary magdalene.
and that's all i have to say about that.
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