i don't know why. ijust kept waking up like every few hours. less than tha.t like every hour or two. i had a weird dream. it sucked. my comforter is all weird. i'm going to switch it out to my summer quilt thing. i like not wearing clothes. it's kind of necessary with my sunburn but it's nice. freedom. i've been good with my rubber bands and brushing. ortho should be proud. elly today. whenever she wakes up. from probably an awesome sleep haha. i wish she had a car. lately i've been paying for a lot. i mean it's my dad's money. but soon he's going to be paying for a lot of shit. and i hate to waste it on gas and stupid lunches.
speaking of money. pearl brought to my attention. i probably won't be getting a new cello in berklee. but. that's fine. i mean. i don't have a problem with tony. he's been pretty good to me. he looks kind of shitty. but i've learned to make a better than average sound with him. i can wait. i keep thinking. i just need to become really famous and rich so i can pay off college. haha. not for fame's sake or to have a stupid amount of money. but so i can pay off college. blehhh.
i want a tattoo when i turn eighteen. i have no idea what i'd get though. i feel like the first one has to be important. i don't know why. but. i do. after that i feel like i can get any shit. i always wanted a bass clef. but i can wait for that. i want something significant. in size and in importance. i don't know. ihave time to think.. too much time..
i like aaron. he's a good guy. straight up.
i don't like matt. but i want his skimboard.
i might go longboarding before i get elly. i miss it.
i'm tired. i want a good sleep.. ugh.
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