awareness.

tears are just kind of coming out whenever they feel like now. and fits of rage! those happen too. but i'm giving in now. i'm just going through the day. i know how i want to be and act like and think but constantly working towards that goal drives me insane. so. i'm just going to be aware. and give in to my emotions instead of controlling them.

i'm going to watch stuff on the ted.

and learn we are hot dogs for elly on guitar. and sing it to her. and not be self conscious.

FUCK YEAH. hahahahaa. no.