pain.

i can't do surveys. it's like. really hard for me to complete. i'll get through 3/4ths of it and just stop haha.

i had a bad morning yesterday. i freaked out driving to samantha's house and got lost. i just really. don't understand how i got lost. i go there.. pretty often. or like. enought o know where it is! i was crying and shaking and my hands and arms were tingling and numb. it was so weird.

rehearsal was tense because i had to hold back from crying. i was shaking so bad. but we got a lot done. and i left right when we were done and went to elly's. which was amazing.

then godspell was pretty bad. but. gabby liked it and left at intermission.

blah. i'm not in a blogging mood.

i'm just tired.