day eleven.

THREE. HOURS. jesus.
maybe i am a lesbian. that's all i keep thinking haha.
just gotta.. keep thinking.
jozy got into VCU. however with the past few nonacceptances i am not so sure i got in. blah. CONFIDENCE GONE.
yesterday was amazing. i was like. giddy happy afterwards. i wasn't crazy happy because of the physical part but because. after that, you reach this level of comfort with the other person. and i really like her. and. i was just glad i was able to make her happy and a;hsdlkfjdsklafs

I'M HAPPY OKAY?!

i can't explain. i'm really tired.
today i have an orthodontist appointment. last bday study block i had therapy with my dad. the b day study block before that i got lunch with my mom.
i think all those kids are.. starting to wonder. hahah. maybe they think i'm a secret agent!

do i look like a senior? my study block teacher doesn't think so. and she's not the first. maybe that's a good thing? i lose respect though. especially with mrs. doane-butts. she respects adults and seniors. everyone else is scum. it's bullshit. but.
that's tallwood i guess. that's a high school actually hahah.
UGHHH. i hope i get into college.
i was so sure i would. now i'm scared as hell.