REMEMBER SAY RABBIT RABBIT TOMMOROWWWWWWWW.
i am fucking homesick. it's weird. can a person be homesick when only gone for a few days? that leads to the question can i go to an out of state school if i feel this way after only a few days? with my brain concluding in OH GOD NO BERKLEE.
so paranoid.
i am just tired of not knowing where i am. or anybody. and being stuck with my mom. i love my mom. you know that. but. I NEED SOME ALONE TIME GUYS. i'm sure she feels the same way. i just want to go home. not just for elly (:D) buttt. i don't know! i want to go home. that's all i know. i'm frustrated here.
i think that. when i'm like seriously living here and this becomes my home i'll be fine. but. right now. no thanks.
will vcu be the same? or okay since it's only a few hours away? me and eric driving there really put in perspective how close it is. i don't know why. but it did.
i almost cried today. due to the illness described above. UGHHH WAAAHHH VBVBVBVBVBVBVB.
just saying things like "yeah, back home it's snowing" or "yeah, i go to governors school for the arts in virginia." ughhh
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