day six.

gov: i won the daughters of the american revolution award. (have a good grade in ap gov, and community service) i answered a lot of questions.

english: nothing interesting. poems. poems. poems.

practice: i felt really in tune. memorizing is going well

bus: headache beginning

good talking to hunter..

theory: i didn't understand something and freaked. out. i started crying. i felt so unhappy. i don't know why.. so random.

orchestra: first few minutes spent crying in the bathroom

rest was normal. darrin makes everything better.

break: taco bell with the lady. our invisible hill. you know another thing i like about her. well i've known this i just couldn't figure out a way to articulate it. i love how. i'm never bored. never. every time i'm with her it's something new. we're somewhere different. doing something different. i learn new things about her and tell her new things about me daily.

orchestra: i noticed marlowe and got a little anxious. i was so fuckin' tired.

post orch: marlowe was the same. kind of apologized for dropping off the planet but that's okay. i noticed her like down the dance hall trying to be incognito talking to caleb. sketch. he says he'll tell me the whole story later. apparently she still likes him. like.. a lot a lot. she liked him when she was with me. funny how that works.

drive home with eric: very quiet. i was texting a lot. i just felt soooo out of it. not in a talking mood. he's so crazy driving now. so.. i don't know. i respected him a lot for driving safely. i haven't lost respect for him it's just a bummer..

i. am. tired.

today was just. blah. i felt so freakin' gone the whole day. tia could tell. which was strange. not that she isn't empathetic and considerate but. we don't know each other well and it's just. nice. it's very nice. she's nice.

whenever i say nice i think of eternal sunshine.

okay i really just. feel like shit.

i shall tumble. then i'm peacing out.