day twelve.

i cried.
gov. raymond. he's.. slow. i took off my jacket and i was wearing a tshirt. and he asks if i have a cat. i said yes. he said that my cat must be bad because of all my scratches. and i kept saying please, i don't want to talk about it. i have a cat. that's it. and he kept saying. look at her arms! all because of her cat! what the hell.. leave. me. alone.
eng. nothing.
lunch. nothing.
bus. tia. that was nice. "that wasn't very convincing.." ha.
lesson. reality check as always. mama frifri is worried. suggesting schools i should apply to. that kills man. she's losing confidence in me.
da camera. aaron said i looked gorgeous. it was nice of him. it was fine. i'm trying to fix things with gabby.
eurythmics. i got to be with elly a lot.
oh funny story: darrin was talking about how a lot of people make out in the stairway. i think dionne told him that's where everyone goes and he told jeremy as he was waiting for his lesson and then jeremy was not believing him and darrin was like look for yourself! sure enough.. me and elly are going at it down there. hhahaha. weak.
bus. dionne is worried to. that sent me over the edge. darrin made a good point. they care. and i'm lucky to have people care. so. i need to shut it.
it's okay elly. it was just strange. you are usually the one who lets things go. and doesn't get to fired up. it was strange. that's all. good to let it out though.
i practiced.
yeah. so. whatever. i'm in a weird mood. i need to cheer up before elly calls. which is in seven minutes hopefully.. gah.
i can do this.