basketcase.

hi blog.

here are my feelings. in alphabetical order and of importance kind of.

• A- anger. i feel so fucking angry all the time now. it's awesome. hi F-bombs i missed you!


• B- bummed. refer to some post from like.. this morning


• C- crazy. i can't control anything. i'm stupid ughhh


• D- dick. i feel like a dick when i talk to you. i hate how mean i am now when i'm angry


• E- empathetic! when i was crying in the bathroom today. there was this girl crying in the stall right next to me but being way louder about it. i was silent. i know how to cry in a public restroom. i was like comforted almost. i kind of wanted to like.. go in the stall and hug her and tell her it'll get better. dumb. dumbdumbdumb.


• F- fuck. i feel like yelling that. a lot.


• G- gagged. really bad asian food. everything supposed to be hot food today was way undercooked. TAPEWORMS GET IN MY BELLY!


• H- hungry due to shitty food


• I- IRRITABLE


• J- like a jackass


• K- kicked around. fuck karma.


• L- lame i just closed my eyes and screamed because my mom turned on the tv and it was in the middle of so yout hink you can dance and i hadn't seen the beginning and they were kciking people off.


• M- malodorous. i stank.


• N- needy


• O- out of it


• P- poop of course


• Q- shutup


• R- ridic


• S- stupid


• T- tired. I GOT HOME AT 8. EIGHT. i got to eric's at 6:30. way later than usual.


• U- unorganized. no college essays written. none.


• V- two vaginas.


• W- wavering. ughhh.


• X- SHUT. UP.


• Y- yellow is my favorite color


• Z- zebra=mariah carey.

okay. so that ended up getting annoying. soooooo angry. i give up.