paper towns.

ok a whole bunch of people from GSA were at my house including dionne and leon. and me you gabby and caleb and kenzie were all sitting in a circle talking. i don't remember it wasn't important. but you were wearing a blue dress. and wouldn't look at me. i get up to do something and caleb texted me. the text said "the bad is whats left." or "all the bad has been done" or something like that and i was really confused and automatically wanted to ask you. when i came back to my room to talk to you, you were already walking away leaving. and im running after you trying to catch up but your walking at a normal pace. while all of this is going on caleb's voice is in the background explaining whats gonig on. but i wan't paying attention because i wanted to hear it from you. no even though your just walking. i cant seem to reach you. and when we get outside we are all of the sudden in a parking lot and your walking to your car. right when i hear his voice say "she broke up with me" you are turning out of the parking lot and your gone. and im just standing there out of breathe. then i went to 711 with dionne and never heard from you. and then my dream went a year into the future and i find out you got into a car accident
well when i asked her if she knew about your accident she did and it was not even a big deal. everyone had alread known except me. mhm but when we were at the 711 i saw you in one of the isles and looked around to see if any one else had noticed that you were there but everyone was gone. i called out your name but you just bought an arizone ice tea and left. then i walked outside and you were gone. but everyone was waiting for me so we could go.
then i woke up.

that sounds nice. i should be more like that. more like margo roth spiegelman.
instead of this richoting in between shit.