i am a lion.

um. okay. everything will be back to normal soon. if things go accordingly.
i can.. not be self-destructive.
i can.. not be a stupid asshole.
i think i can do this. i think this is good for me.
i hope. i know. um. i was stupid. i.

i love you okay?
let's work harder at this.


the cat's flock to me when i cry.
i don't know why i'm still crying. things are supposedly on the rise.
why do i keep saying: "um" "maybe" "if" "i think" "supposedly"
i should be confident. first step to relationship bliss. right? confidence in it.
we can do it. right?
i can do it.
i'm the problem.
i just have to be more brave. more like a lion. courageous. leadershipy. yeah. i don't know where i'm going with this.
i should shut up.