getting bombarded by texts from all my favorite people freaking out. was really weird. really really really weird. and scary. anxiety x10000000
but said person calmed me down.
said person is so fucking positive. usually i really hate that and think it's fake and i don't believe it. but said person (SP) is real. and down to earth.
SP makes me want to.. not care what others think.
BUT. no rushing. i rush into every single fucking relationship. this will be different. but i hate that i'm a senior. it's like if we do have a relationship it'll have an expiration date. but then again i don't care. i kind of want to rush into it. cherish the time we have together.
which is stupid. i barely know SP.
fuck it. why do i care? what does it matter?
you're right raeesah.
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