notgoodnotgood.

i need to just let my mind chill out. hunter is right. i have 263489057 things on my mind and i can't go into a relationship with that.
i played the gigue for senior prep and they called it consistently anxious haha. i think that's a good way to describe me. well.. actually i'm pretty inconsistent. ROLLER COASTER OF EMOTIONSSSS.
fuckkk i'm so tired of it. seriously. i just want to go through today without thinking about any of that. which is impossible. but it's a good goal? kind of. not really.
i just want to speed up time. to where i'm friends with everybody and we laugh about this. that'd be nice..

omegle people i've talked to:
-marine who is in love with this girl but being deployed to afganistan
-chinese girl who is an english major afraid of guns
-british guy named james
-british girl named ria
-north carolinian monty
-and a buttload of pervs and assholes



me and dionne talked about lying in bed all day crying and how awesome it is ahahh.
i'm glad someone understands.