lateforschool.

i feel weird. you were in my dream last night. we were in a huge house. it was me, you, and megan garnache. then somehow caleb was there. and he was like crying.. really hard. so i had to drive him. but i think i was drunk. i think we were all drunk. so right as i was pulling out of the garage in my mom's car. my mom pulled into the garage. you and megan were staying at the house. and i was driving him home. then once i got back. there were more people at the house. but i just wanted to be alone with you. i don't remember everything. but those were the highlights.

i'm just in a weird fucking mood. i'm going to try to write down EVERYTHING in my journal that's going through my head so i can see it on paper and like sift through it all and figure it out.

but seriously.. nothing is really going on in my head except trying to figure out why i'm not like super happy.

i don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. i say that way to fucking much.