i need

elly to be with me all day not just GSA
pearl to live with me (or the other way around)
to be with gabby
to not go back to being depressed
to be the best girlfriend
to be the best friend
to be the best daughter
to be the best student

i had a dream last night that laila and monica and stupid tallwood sca assholes came to GSA and were trying to talk to me and be like
"hiiii my name is ;dklsfj what's yoursss? what grade are youuu in!"
I was just like i'm savannah 12th grade.. i've known you since elementary school..
then i saw elly and tried to talk to her but woke up
last nights sleeping sucked. more than usual
all i keep thinking is:
nothing is fair. this isn't right. they don't deserve this. it doesn't make sense.
i don't want to talk to fucking anyone today. if anyone gives me shit i'll fucking snap. i just want to go to gsa.

this world is fucked up.