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hello friends.
today i'm competing in the concerto competition.
i tried last year too.
i kind of have a better chance this year.
kind of not.
i don't think i've improved. which is sad. but we'll see.
i might cry afterwards. i might not.
i am 99% sure i won't win.

i love the gyno. not love. but. it's pleasant. everyone is so nice there. like the therapist. that is less pleasant but. i just like it when people are nice and care about me. doesn't everyone? yeah.. the other doctors just seem like they want you in and out as fast as possible. or have you wait forever. blehhh. i just like nice people. FUCK. speaking of people. i have to figure out my appreciations. like. a good way to say it.
people.
the things people do.
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fuckit.

i really love alaska. she's the cutest thing in the world.