"oh, hi ell-"
"LOOK AT MY ANKLE WEIGHTS."
thoughts on elly: i laugh so hard with her. when she writes things down i hear the way she would say it. i'm proud of her. i'm proud to be with her. i'm happy. i miss her stupidly. even though we've been seeing eachother everyday. it's not enough. i can't stop saying that. it's not enough.
thoughts on hunty: he is my best friend. he makes me laugh till i look gross. he reminds me that i'm a free bitch baby. he's honest. he's cute. he's witty :D
thoughts on my day: i felt like SHIT. this morning. like throw up shit. i ate sonic. i felt less shitty. mr. baumer is a FUCKING DICKHEAD. "hi, mr. baumer you're looking sexy today could i perhaps when you have the chance recieve my exciting make up work which i can't wait to finish and turn in at your convenience?"
"WELL NOT NOW. I'M DOING 23432 THINGS RIGHT NOW GAHHHFUCK YOU DIE CRAZY BITCH."
"eventually..?"
"..eventually"
god damn. i'm trying to be a good student.
study block was. whatever. i keep writing elly notes that i don't give to her. i might give them all to her tomorrow. practicing is. bad. i'm too restless and not focused. it's not. controlled practicing. i'm all over the fucking place.
my mom needs the ocmputer. to be continued!
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