day fifty one?

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just got off the phone with caleb. it was. what i would think a phone call with him would be. a little small talkish. weird moment of tension and anger and arguementish. resolution. laughing. talking. end.

so.. yay? i always feel like. ? after phone calls. i'm not mad but. like. just confused. confusing.

friday/today was cool. i'm so fucking tired. ALL THE TIME BABY. I'M HARRIET FUCKING TUBMAN. NARCOLEPTIC AS A BITCH. soo. yeah. pearl is my best friend. that is known. i love just talking to her. elly and caleb and poops were like WHATCHAGON DO WITH PEARL?! i would joke and be like GET SOME HOOKERS KILL THEM AND BURY THE BODIES.

well i didn't say that to anyone. and that's a crude joke. but!

i love just chillin' with pearl. i like how we can do that it's not like. LET'S DO SOMETHING NOWWWWWWWW. ugh. constantly having to entertain someone.

then again.

i'm like that with most of my friends. we usually don't do anything hahaha. just like hang around. is that bad? i don't think so. we're too intellectualishful for that shit.

vcu audition.

8:00 arrival. registration. receiving the magical tshirt of hope and love.

8:08 theory test ass kicking. ass being the test. kicking being done by me.

8:12 rendezvous with pearl by snacks.

8:947 pearl peaced out. i hung out with gabs.

9:00 music director talks about vcu. people ask stupid questions. he gives vague answers.

10:00 adventure to library. boringgg. with lauren, andrew k, and gabby.

10:30 campus tour. shoot me in the face. me and gabby did the time warp dance by the end of it. the beginning of us losing our minds.

12:10 called for warm up.

1:00ish audition with myssk and klein in a giant bathroom acoustics setting shit. my cello like vibrated their spines.

1:13 sent to tiny concrete wall hallway with gabby, lauren, and andrew wk. made friends. went more crazy.

1:45 piano test.

1:45.07 failed piano test

2:12 aural skills test

3:00 gabby leaves, andrew leaves, lauren leaves. i finally go to my interview.

3:30 KILL INTERVIEWER WITH AWESOME SHIT SEEPING FROM THE HOLE BETWEEN MY LIPS. YAYYY BEST PART OF THE DAY.

3:32 five guys!

6:00iishhsi get home. wake up. stuff. blah.

so yay.

i love vcu. i want to go. love love love. i love the students. i love the potential students. faculty. shit.

i wish dana was there.

my mouth hurts so bad. i'm slurring my words.

the peak of my crazy day.

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sleep. now. elly. now. as;jdlk.