day fifty WHO CARES. I'M ABOUT TO GIVE UP ON THIS NUMBERING SYSTEM.

my calf hurts so baddd.
i want to go to vcu nowww. i want to be with pearl. make her feel better. some how.
i hate that caleb makes me feel like others will not respect that decision if i make it.
my hair is really flat today.
i love aaron.
i love trevor.
my favorite part of hrcp was aaron and trevor talking to eachother. i was watching them like a movie or something hahah.

gahhh pearlpearlpearl. COME FOR THE WEEKEND AND I'LL NURSE YOU BACK TO HAPPINESS. hah. ughh.

i like playing with aaron.
i like chocolate milk.
i like my mom sometimes.
i like cleaning sometimes.
i hate a days.
i hate waking up.
i hate taking showers.
i like the way i feel after showers.
i hate getting ready.
i like elly.
i like texting elly.
i like talking to elly.
i like smelling elly's smell on her pants.
i like the amount of shit that i have that belongs to elly.
i belong to elly.

THASENOUGH.
food time!